I got an email from Squarespace last week - my host website. Telling me my blog would be shut down within 14 days if I didn't renew my subscription. The thought of losing ALL of my blog posts scared the bajeeeezus out of me! So many memories and emotions potentially lost. It actually spooked me so much that I have started to print out my posts to keep in a book.
To be honest I haven't felt like writing lately - incase you hadn't noticed! This is kind of a forced piece because I haven't got anything too witty, funny or what everyone seems to love - painful emotional stories about how shitty my life is! The boring truth is that I started back at work. I began casual shifts on the ward OFFICIALLY as a midwife may I add! (I gave birth to Oli in my last few days of being a student midwife!) Then I was lucky enough to get a job supervising nursing students which was fun but fuuuuull on! Going from being a stay at home mum for over a year then to 3-4 days per week OH MY GOODNESS! I don't know how all you amazing mums do it because I was absolutely wrecked. Well that with a combination of epic toddler-ville AND growing a baby.
Yep you read that right! We are having another baby, due early November. That's why I have been to quiet! Morning sickness and complete exhaustion has sucked the creative side right out of me. I do have a few things to blog about. Like the worst nappy explosion of the century in the doctors office. I'm talking plump grapes and sultana droppings across the room explosion. But thats still raw and I'm still mortified so for now I'll leave you with a picture of my expanding belly and a plan to get back into the swing of blogging again soon.